Hey ya’ll! I just had some work done by a wonderful content editor named Carol. She’s really knows her stuff and she has surprisingly affordable rates at… Read more “Great Editor Report–Carol M. Vaughn”
What if I did give up? What if I just wrote my stories and put them wherever and forget about getting known or making money? What if… Read more “When I’ve Reached “There””
Here’s some lyrics to a song I wrote for a story where a rock star falls in love with a Mormon and is inevitably dumped by her… Read more ““Different””
I whisper to myself jealously that I’ll be alright. My body’s gone this far. My brain will be the first to shut down, like an engine with… Read more “The Day My Brain Busts”
I don’t want to write. What I really want to do is cuddle with my freaking bodacious husband and play some mind numbing RPG until my brain… Read more “When You Get Desensitized From Life”
I’m not strong. I only yell my hands to still until I reach the lonely corner to curl up and give in to the weakness. I’m not… Read more “I’m Not Strong”
Some thoughts on the nature of anxiety and depression disorders and the never ending quest to, not just live with them, but live through them.
Because I’m about to pass out and I just gulped down a Monster–or rather a quarter of one. I don’t dare drink an entire one unless I want to induce a panic attack. Because juice to keep you awake without freaking out your easily freaked out body just doesn’t exist.
And why can’t I sleep? Oh, a number of factors that every other person comes upon who have a hard time sleeping. I won’t bore you with the details. Just know it’s staying asleep that’s the problem.
And the nightmares.
It’s like I have a masochistic brain without being masochistic myself. Every horrid thing I could think of has already happened to me at night, when I’m suppose to be resting. For a while I tried to deal with these by using the things that left me feeling drained as a cloudy morning by writing horror novels. But there’s no…
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It’s dry and gray outside. I’m dreaming of naps and Monsters, despite knowing the chemicals will induce unrest. There’s bumps minute in pain, but satisfying in their… Read more “Dry”
Check one, sunrise. Head thump and eyes blur, because my walls stayed sleepless. Perhaps, because they weren’t mine. Check two, morning. A purr, a groan, and press… Read more “Unwanted Road Trip”
My first book in a line of inexpensive, “Help Me Buy Milk” young adult Kindle books is now out for $1.99! If you got a mo, drop… Read more ““Wendy” Now Out!”