What if I did give up? What if I just wrote my stories and put them wherever and forget about getting known or making money? What if… Read more “When I’ve Reached “There””
Tag: anxiety
The Day My Brain Busts
I whisper to myself jealously that I’ll be alright. My body’s gone this far. My brain will be the first to shut down, like an engine with… Read more “The Day My Brain Busts”
When You Get Desensitized From Life
I don’t want to write. What I really want to do is cuddle with my freaking bodacious husband and play some mind numbing RPG until my brain… Read more “When You Get Desensitized From Life”
I’m Not Strong
I’m not strong. I only yell my hands to still until I reach the lonely corner to curl up and give in to the weakness. I’m not… Read more “I’m Not Strong”
Dry
It’s dry and gray outside. I’m dreaming of naps and Monsters, despite knowing the chemicals will induce unrest. There’s bumps minute in pain, but satisfying in their… Read more “Dry”
Unwanted Road Trip
Check one, sunrise. Head thump and eyes blur, because my walls stayed sleepless. Perhaps, because they weren’t mine. Check two, morning. A purr, a groan, and press… Read more “Unwanted Road Trip”
Finished!
I finished my official website! It has a lot of the same content as “The Anxious Mallow,” except it’s more official and I’ll be directing most of… Read more “Finished!”
Book Bonanza and Release in to the Wild
Hi! I know I don’t often send stuff like this, but I’m just giving you all the heads up to my big event coming September 1st! I’ll… Read more “Book Bonanza and Release in to the Wild”
Earthbound
Tell me why I’m still standing here, head tilted back, mouth open wide, for rain to drown me on open land. I’m clinging for strads of atmosphere,… Read more “Earthbound”
I Find It Hard to Care
I find it hard to care. Yeah, happy times, smooth sailing, just wait a day, the weather will change. If it’s so hard to climb out of… Read more “I Find It Hard to Care”